Tag Archive: Emotional Writing


revolution

 

 

 

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

A new day is born to the masses

Darkness becomes light shone down from most high

Fighting to survive in the earthly realm of violence and prosperity

Warriors and thinkers converge to change the times

Thought processes altered controlled by what we see and not what we feel

Standing on the mountaintop trying to touch the sky

To open up the glory revealed by what we read

The light shines upon the freedom promised by the past

The future revealed in small increments of knowledge spit out by pastors and politicians

Just enough to calm the mindset of the people who hear but not listen

Upon this land we stand Strong, Tested, and Prepared

To protect what we deem ours

Words

The beautiful creation of the gifted

Censored by the eye in the sky

The man behind the mask

The false prophet

Change

New

Different

Think

Common sense

Destroy

Create

Words of revolution

Words of power

Scare the fabric of old thinking

Embraced by the new generation

Together we rise

Divided we fall

Revolutionary

Thinking

Calamity of the Poetic Mind

 

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

The flow of my pen

The curve of my script

Blends the confusion of thoughts

Expressed by a mad man on a mission

Genius and insanity are kissing cousins

These unique words intertwine in your mind and bend your thought process

They weave a story

They weave a rhyme

Sprawled across a blank page are words

Plucked from the realm of my unconscious

Randomness travels from a neuron to the landscape of paper

Like an artist on a canvas I paint a tapestry with my words

In a trance I write

Hypnotized by the inspirational muse that finds me that day

Emotional

Emotionless

Each feeling draws a verse from the pages in my mind

I laugh at the absurdity of my mind as a book

The greatest story never told

These poems are pages of an unwritten masterpiece

 

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

Anger builds

Tension rises

Emotions flare

My thoughts turn sinister and visions of evil play scenes in my mind

 Everyone’s a fucking target

Everyone gets what’s coming to them

Violence overtakes my body

I become its tool of destruction

Feeding off of the energies of the weak and pitiful

Fuck them all and fuck them twice

The devil has come to roost and I’m bringing my all

 I strike all that oppose me and bring ill will to all

I am the bearer of bad news
the angel of deceit

The spoiler of the good life

My goal in the world is simple

 To make each and every person miserable

Make them feel horrible

Depressed

Hopeless

I will do whatever it takes at whatever the cost

 Fuck the Good Samaritan

I’ll leave your ass to die

I’ll kick sand in your teeth

 My boiling point has been exceeded

I enjoy your suffering

You are dirt under my feet

Something to be pitied

 Blood is rushing

Hormones are jumping

Adrenaline is pumping

 I want to turn your smile upside down

 I want to make your day the worse ever

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

A powerful feeling overcomes us

This forbidden act feels so right

Your heart belongs to another, but tonight you’re here with me

The burning passion

The act of betrayal

Excites the feelings of lust

The pure animal lust in us all

The temptation of the night drives us to explore our sexual fantasies

Our lips interlock

My hands explore

I touch you like he can’t

Bringing you feelings of intense pleasure

Our bodies are one

Our minds at ease

Our transgressions of the night

Shadowed in the heat of the moment

Deep into our lust making

Your pleasure hits heights unknown before our session

Every thrust brings you closer to your peak

Every sound you utter brings me closer to my goal

We explode in unison

The feeling is immensely pleasurable and intense

Only for one night

Our souls become one

Our hearts beat in rhythm

The secret of our lust making remains intact

The lust of the forbidden disappears in the night

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Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

I Felt and Embraced this familiar tingle

This feeling I haven’t felt in so long

So long ago it left without warning

Stabbing my heart in Despair

The anger I felt has since passed and a brand new feeling has arrived

I feel free

Free as a bird soaring high in the sky

I feel joyful

Joyful like the singing of a church choir

The wait was so long and many tears were shed

My cries were heard and my prayers finally answered

A brand new feeling came into my heart

A brand new feeling restored my soul

Remembering my past

Embracing my future

Living for the moment in perfect harmony

I fight to keep this new found spirit

I pray it doesn’t escape my grasp

My feeling erupt in total bliss

My heart beats in anticipation

 

As this brand new feeling takes over my soul and soothes my current state of Mind

 

 

Talking to a friend today, made me think about certain aspects of life. While I will not throw others business out into the street, I will touch on the subject of it. We were talking about a particular incident that happened to them and it got me to thinking about that 4 letter word we call LOVE.

See love is a very complicated and intriguing subject. Love makes or breaks a lot of factors in life. Without love, hope is often lost, but with love people feel like they are on top of the world. The scary thing about love is that it can happen hen you least expect it. You can’t put a time gauge on love, but it is advised that you pick the right time to declare your love for someone.

When we were talking, they were speaking about an incident where the other person fell in love, in such a short amount of time. Also to top it off the other person showed their undying love by trying to hard to force the issue. They tried to make my friend love them the way they loved my friend.

Love happens when you least expect it and that is the best kind to have. It also helps if the other person feels the same way; you should never force such an important factor in life. Love is something that most people don’t fully understand and everyone has their opinions, but true love, in my opinion, takes time to develop and mature into something special.

Love manifest itself into so many shapes and forms, the love of a mother for her child, the love of a father, the love of a spouse, the love of a man and his dog, the love of material things, and etc. The thing we must understand about love is that no matter what kind of love it is, we must be patient with it. We’ve all heard the expressions “Good things come to those that wait”, “Patience is virtue”, and my favorite one “Anything worth having takes time and hard work to have”. The key word here is “Patience”! While we might feel like we are in love, it might be mistaken for lust or mutual attraction.

I’ll leave you with this thought, “Love is a feeling of totally bliss and happiness, and with time and patience it grows into a true blessing of beauty!”

 

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

I JUST WANT TO WISH THAT SPECIAL WOMAN IN MY LIFE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN TIMES WERE HARD TO BARE.

ONLY A MOTHER CAN BE THIS STRONG

 STRONG ENOUGH TO HANDLE 2 BOYS,

CAREING ENOUGH TO RAISE US WITH RESPECT FOR WOMEN AND OTHERS

I KNOW SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE I DON’T CARE

LIKE I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU

JUST KNOW THAT NO ONE CAN REPLACE THIS SPOT IN MY HEART FOR YOU

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY OTHER PERSON

WITH AGE COMES WISDOM, BUT YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN THE SMARTEST PERSON I HAVE KNOWN

MY WISH FOR YOU IS TO BE HAPPY AND FULFILLED

FREE FROM WORRY AND PAIN

I WISH ALL THE BLESSINGS ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND I HOPE YOU SEE MANY MORE

 I JUST WANT TO SAY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART THANK YOU

I KNOW I WAS A HANDFUL, BUT THANK YOU FOR DEALING WITH ME

 MANY MOTHERS WOULD GIVE UP AT THE AGE YOU BROUGHT ME INTO THE WORLD,

YOU STOOD STRONG

 MANY MOTHERS WOULD GIVE UP WITH AN ABUSEIVE SPOUSE

YOU STAYED STRONG

MANY MOTHERS WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP GIVEN THE CONDITIONS WE SURVIVED IN

 NOT YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND ON THIS DAY ENJOY YOUR SELF AND HOLD ALL OF THESE BLESSINGS AS PRECIOUS MOMENTS IN LIFE

TO MY MOTHER MARY L. WEATHERS

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

Thoughts of the mind define the very person I am
What I think is what I feel, what I feel is what I know
Thinking of a time when I was a young boy, so gleeful and full of joy
Playing from dawn till dusk
Without a thought of a care
Now I feel the growing of age and the mature gentleman I became
Looking back on the years, thinking of what was and what is.
In my mind I go back to good times and bad, happiness and sorrow, wondering how my thoughts drove my reactions then and how they change now.
Loving and losing the affection of many
Making love till my emotions overrun
Making decisions that affect the changing times
the thoughts in my mind are always clear, guiding me through the complexities of life, shielding me from an early death of the mind.
I express these thoughts hoping for an answer, a change, a glimmer of something, hoping that my voice is heard among the confusion of the many voices that surround me.
Confused thoughts, confused minds often wage wars on mankind, trying to change the thoughts of others, slowly corrupting society with the ill will that spews from their lips.
Selfishness destroys the bond that mankind was founded upon; the greed of one chokes the life out of positive building blocks of society.
My thoughts will be heard, no matter the cost, no matter the obstacles I may face.
The thoughts of one has since the beginning of time advanced the way the world sees itself, whether good or bad. Thoughts of the mind have brought forth a new era of man, a better and more efficient machine then the past could muster, thoughts of the mind have destroyed civilizations and conquered empires.
Rogue leaders and Good Samaritans have used the power of thought to do the necessary, the impossible and the unthinkable. Thoughts of the mind raise many questions. What does the future hold? What promises will be broken or kept?
A religious man asks what God has in store for mankind
So many questions, and so many thoughts of the mind.

Letter to You

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

Looking into your eyes, I see the light that shines, I see the fear and uncertainty and I see a tear about to fall from your beautiful face. Even through your sadness I see your strength, even through your fear I see your commitment.

 

All good things come to an end, but can all bad things turn out good? It is not the ending of our life, nor is one we would have wished for, but our souls must part ways, so that as individuals we will grow strong and successful.

Starting over is always hard, but the beginning of something is always good. I don’t wish for us to split, I don’t wish for us to quit, but some situations we can’t shake, we can’t force an enforceable thing and destroy what we have left; we were friends first, never bitter enemies, never bitter rivals. Yes, we had out fights and arguments, but they helped us grow and learn life’s lessons.

Thinking of the times we had, I would say we did great, we were one, we bonded, and we were an unshakable team. My love was and still is there and your love keeps me sane, keeps me wanting more, and keeps my hopes and dreams alive.

Your love means the most, it means everything to me, but the love is not lost, but found anew, because when you love someone, their happiness means the most to you!

 

 

 

 

Obsession

By: Tony L. Jefferson, Jr.

 

Hunger and desire define the feeling

It’s a constant thirst for more

More than you know you can handle, but the desire overrides reason

Feed the need is what it whispers to you

I feel the burning passion inside myself

It is addictive and enticing and I will do any and everything to get the obsession

Give it to me, feed me my wants and desires, entice me with your riches

The taste of the obsession is so sweet

The feeling of the moment is so intense

My feeling explode and overrun

I am brainwashed by its charms

My obsession is strong

Strong like the bond between mother and son

My emotions turn negative and I attempt to run

The obsession beckons to me

Slowly drawing me back into its grasp

Obsession is powerful

A mixture of good and bad

Wrapped with temptation and enticement

 

 

 

 

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